Shameful Downfall of the Strong

I'm done with the poetry right now, I'm just going to outright speak my mind and let off everything wrong that's building up. I've failed again. Not only did I let my depression take control and destroy myself, but now my weak and fragile mind is begging for help. I feel so ashamed! I'm letting everything fall apart, I'm letting my strength fall. Where went the days of being the everpowerful tank? Where went the days of letting everything hit hardest and bounce off? Now I watch others suffer without a word spoken. What's wrong with me?? Why am I leaving behind my ethics?? I know where I'm going but why am I running the other way? I'm failing my duty, I'm failing the ones I've held dear and just made a fool of myself asking for help. Punishment will be due!! I will force myself deeper into the depths of my studies of pain and suffering, I'll shall make my torment two-fold to make up for this arrogance! I will do every last thing I can, as a fallen angel seeking forgiveness from itself, and fix where I have failed.I won't give in, I won't submit, and I will make better this slipping mind!Forgive my actions friends, forgive where I have failed you, I won't give in again!!